The tennis field door of my father s house.In the first time this was fullfiled of strong grasses and two white points in the dark of snakes eyes.the property may be a forgived curse if i loose it as I may be his fake sun looking more like german but with a shape his as my cousin one of two is half german,In the communist period no instititution was working better than now but was a serious problem any (family ) problem.I sometimes feel a regret of loosing maybe this familiar gray brown that in a dream story could bring be some persecutions in the military base for a life story gain or I may loose all in a worldwide usuals once with a so said bad luck.